Basically here's the deal, my husband just lost his job, now we're pretty much broke from me making this website. If I don't get anybody interested this month that I payed for Google to advertise my site I can't pay for another, so something has to happen or I'm the doofus who put her money to the wrong place. My reasoning for making the site is that the best way to get out and noticed anywhere is the internet. And I live in Spokane Washington where nobody is taken seriously because they're all crazy! I don't work, I stay at home and take care of the house and Brayden, (my son) I made this website with my family at a 1st attempt to possibly get noticed and get hired or signed or noticed as a singer or model by a miracle. I'm not one of those weirdos you see on T.V that say they can sing or think they can because evrybody has lied to them their whole life. I don't have much money to spend on recording or hiring a manager blah blah, all I have is my voice and my lyrics/semi made songs I have so far in my head and on paper. My reasoning is that my intuition and calling is right and will profit ten fold from the cost of making the music. I don't have any recorded bits of my voice which doesn't help my chances at all I know, but what do you expect.
I have a weird sense of calmness inside me because I know irregardles that being a singer is what I was created to be. If I don't get any calls from anyone serious and ready to take a crazy chance without hearing my voice from my website fine. If you think that you might believe me and my family and want to start helping me record it would be the smartest most true gut intuion feeling you ever follwed through with in your whole life, the best ,only, and last one you'll ever have to take a chance on. How do I know? Hmm call it a gut intuition.
I have to really be ready emotionally and srtong in my own skin and values to be able to survive and still be MYSELF in the music indusrty, I understand that. Even if this website doesn't pull through and nobody takes a chance. I know I'll make if someday wiith or without your help. If anything and you don't believe me give me a chance based off my site & my looks, for now, just this once. I've never really played the "pretty card" before because I pride myself on my strong sense of self... but just this once if it gets my foot in the door to somebody who can help fine. But after that take me seriously and I know you will. I need direction and would love to be pointed in the right way.
I have been through alot of life experiences for only being 21 years old, I pride myself on having my head on straight compared to other females my age and even alot older, trust me, I know I've met them and if you're a single guy, good luck trying to find a good one to marry. I can relate to almost anyone though, or at least try to. I want to make music people can relate to and they take with them a little bit of wisdom from it to apply to their daily lives. I'm not just chasing money and I think that's what sets me apart from some others.
I have a peticular set of standards when it comes to WHAT will or will not sing about. I don't want to be portrayed as someone that I am not. And I honestly don't want to sing about someone elses feelings or values or even if they have any. I want to keep those certain base of values I have because if I give that up like most people do, then I'm not ME anymore, then I'm just like all the other little pop divas who can't even sing mind you. They need to be replaced with some REAL musicians, that are more talented more beautiful and can write and make money just the same if not more and are SEXY as hell with dignity and respect and well liked at the same time. It's a hard task to face, may have tried and failed, but I think I'm up for the challenge what do you think?